i have just realised it have been OVER 2 years since i updated my journal! i have been away a while i suppose but there we are, i cant be lazy anymore as i have been catching up with some people on here . i've given up on drawing and i have thrown myself completely into my furniture making future, but have delayed this to do my postgraduatecertificateineducation....or PGCE. yea i may well be a teacher one day!! lol, odd thought, little blonde girl telling you how to make big chunks of wood into things .

I'm working in the welsh wildlife park Cafe at the moment making killer coffees!! i rule! of course. this is so i can save up some moolah to maybe go to australia for a bit or buy myself some woodworking machinery so i can start off my furniture making business from home. i need way more experience though! but i have to finish my paperwork and theory laden PGCE first!!! argh!!! i wish life was easy...or i could just plan things so they are easier! lol. anyway what have you guys been up to, i have been reading journals, so whats going on?!?!!? XD

ps i cant rememebr how to do emoticons?!?!?!?!!!!! its changed!!!

yes... sorry!!! i dissapeared again. nice to be back though, got more time to be on here!!! untill end of august and i'm going on a 6 weeks holiday hehe!!! but yesh i've been away, between college and work and my car and my horses ( you see what i'm up against? lol) i've not had muhc time to get on here really. lol so how is everyone, what cha been doing ga?

's all round!!!

hallo everyone, just checking in, my life is good hows yours? lol, tired and bored and cant really think of anything to say but hi!! hehehe

hey hey everyone hope u r all ok.

i've uh killed my car, yesterday i had a huge accident. wound up with my car on its roof and the passenger side wheel hanging off (if you're american it would be driver's side wheel). the car could have killed me, but i'm glad i was just there still in my seat with my excellent set belt holding me in place. and as luck would have it i crashed while trying to avoid hitting a police car coming just as fast as i was the other way, so i got taken out of the car pretty quickly. i've never had such a strange feeling in the whole of my life when i looked back at my car upside down in the middle of the road... i'm glad i chose to hit the hedge than hit to police car. the roads were damp and we were both going too fast at the end of the day. but the police car got away without a scratch because it had grass to swerve onto whereas i had a hedge. so as i braked to avoid the car i swerved a bit and wound up with my passenger side wheels on the grass which didnt allow for any friction so i pretty much went skiing into the hedge hit the passenger side front and that pulled the front of my car to face the hedge then the continueing force turned my car onto its roof.... i'm ok but bruised and achey. i hah a worry yesterday that i might have broken a rib but its just bruised in the end.

so yea, just thought i'd tell you all i'm alive and ok even thought u havent heard from me in a while and i've just had a car crash lol. just got to deal with the flashbacks and get into a car and drive again, i reckon seeing my car again will be the worst thing.....

hope u are all ok

xxxx

edit: i might post pictures of my car here when i go take pictures of it, its only a 2-3 year old car.

is any one else getting as tired as me recently?! i dont know what it is but i'm haveing early nights loads!! ( except when Desperate Housewives is on, i love that show!) maybe, my body is telling me sleep now!!! and i'm hyper so hum....randomness!! graaah!!
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